You're only as dead as you feel

To whom it may concern,

I don’t understand why you’ve abandoned me 
Thrown me overboard so far out at sea 
All I can feel is the pressure in my chest
The tearing of my lungs as I hold my last breath 

I just want to know why you’ve left me here 
My limbs are now aching from all I endure
The swelling of tides push me further from shore
I give up, my arms fail, I can give it no more 

My lungs expell the precious air, 
As panic sets and turns to fear,
Arms like dead waits as they motion a flail,
Salt water fills me, it’s no avail,

Sinking down, all panic spent,
I had no time to repent,
No last change to seal a deal,
No final supper or last meal,

But with no hope of getting in the gate,
Still my body could not hate,
In death I’m floating peacfully,
I see that now I’m truly free,

It’s life that’s pushing on through Hell,
Like the final current, that builds and swells,
I don’t believe in God, not a fearing man,
Though now I understand the final plan,

Signed; The annoying violin player on the Titanic.

These are genuine, printed ‘commandments’ (if you will) of the Satanic Bible, read them and tell me you don’t follow them in one way or another; [The last one may be a bit silly, but true nonetheless!]

THE NINE SATANIC STATEMENTS

1. Satan represents indulgence, instead of abstinence!

2. Satan represents vital existence, instead of spiritual pipe dreams!

3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom, instead of hypocritical self‐deceit!

4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates!

5. Satan represents vengeance, instead of turning the other cheek!

6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible, instead of concern for psychic vampires!

7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all‐fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!

8. Satan represents all of the so‐called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!

9. Satan has been the best friend the church has ever had, as he has kept it in business all these years! 

On second thought;
I just realised why I’m never on here, looking at blogs of senseless picture after picture and quote after quote, this website is full of the things I don’t care about. Maybe it’s the people I’m following or just the site in general, but it’s so frustratingly annoying to scroll down page after page of black and white photos of children doing stupid things, but before anyone says anything; I can appreciate a good photograph, but I can also appreciate the humility in idiotic people posting for the sake of it.
/rant/

Don’t think I’ll be on this much :)

“Let’s suppose every night that you were able to dream any dream that you wanted to dream. And that you could, for example, have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time or any length of time you wanted to have. And you would naturally, as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes, you would have every kind of pleasure you could conceive, and after several nights of 75 years of total pleasure each, you would say ‘well that was pretty great, but now lets um, lets have a surprise. Let’s have a dream that isn’t under control. Well, something is going to happen to me that I don’t know what it’s going to be.’ And uh, you would dig that and you would come out of that and say ‘well that was a close shave wasn’t it?’ and then you would get more and more adventurous, and make further and further out gambles and finally you would dream where you are now. You would dream the dream of the life you are actually living today.”

“Blessed are the forgetful, for they get the better even of their blunders.”

and usually it comes down with a crash.

A lot of things have gone on lately, though the internet isn’t really the place to be announcing these things, so I guess by writing a blog that I’m contradicting myself? Yeah, whatever. 

Bored of being single now.
I need a job badly.

Everything seems to be upside down, but I guess things need to be bad sometimes for you to know when they are good, right? 

So I thought I’d update; 
I’ve moved down Neath and am sharing a place with Leon, good times!
It’s actually awesome, though the days are flying by & I’m in dire need of a job!

The band has had a lot of commotion lately, we have a good few gigs lined up aswell as radio airtime and a few festivals! 
We have also booked into the studio for some recording time, we originally planned on recording “Stone and Bone” though the new song is sounding so sweet we might just get that one done instead :)

We’re playing back in Merthyr - June 10th for Joshua Foundation, a charity that gives children with terminal illness the chance to go and explore the world, it’s a great cause and we are very happy to of been asked to headline such an event!

I think that’s all that’s really going on lately, a lot has changed yet I’m finding myself with not many words… catch ya soon! 

discardtheboy asked: I'm listening to Drop Me A Line & wishing it was still 2008...
Not a question, just something I thought I'd share :)
Xx

Only just saw this man, I haven’t heard that song in ages! I found the original cd pressed from the studio during me moving house, brought memories :P